Have you ever felt like the world is improving while you are still stuck with who you are and what you are now? I'm feeling it right now. And though I made the decision of stopping first to think of my actions, the sudden urge to improve and be better is swelling up inside me. I know that no one would be able to understand me and how I feel and that's the worst thing about it. Standing up on my own decision is something I plan on doing. But looking ahead of me, I want something better. I want to do something to be better. But how? How will I do it when circumstances and situations are hindering me from doing anything? Is it still not the right time? I don't know. I don't even know what right time means.
It's been a while. Honestly, it's been a while since I felt this urge of doing something. I felt inspired. But is feeling good enough? Will I just stop here at the moment?
