Is Feeling Good Enough?

It's been quite a while since I've written anything about how I feel and how my life has been going. Though it seems hard, i feel quite better today than the other days. But still questions keep pounding on my head.

Have you ever felt like the world is improving while you are still stuck with who you are and what you are now? I'm feeling it right now. And though I made the decision of stopping first to think of my actions, the sudden urge to improve and be better is swelling up inside me. I know that no one would be able to understand me and how I feel and that's the worst thing about it. Standing up on my own decision is something I plan on doing. But looking ahead of me, I want something better. I want to do something to be better. But how? How will I do it when circumstances and situations are hindering me from doing anything? Is it still not the right time? I don't know. I don't even know what right time means.

It's been a while. Honestly, it's been a while since I felt this urge of doing something. I felt inspired. But is feeling good enough? Will I just stop here at the moment?